Had my 39+3 appointment today and I was told awhile back that I would be induced if baby doesn't come by her due date due to my gestational diabetes well now I guess they changed up the game plan and are just going to wait even though she's already measuring at 8lbs and 11oz. I know going into labor natural is ideal because induction when your cervix isn't ready is no fun and a challenge. I'm just upset because I was so ready for her to be here and I'm scared about her getting bigger and because I'm having trouble keeping all of my sugar numbers down. I feel so selfish for thinking this way.