Feeling weird

Ashanti
So this is completely wrong... but I recently lost my grandfather he died in the house and now that he's gone I've had a mix of different emotions. I'm like really horny and have been for the past couple of days... I feel weird about masterbating in the house!!! And idk why I'm horny!!! Like I just wanna get off so I don't have to worry about it!!! Cause it's driving me crazy!!! Should I do and get it over with? or don't and let it be?