RANTING

Okay so I live in a tiny town with no cute boys and I feel like I just made myself like someone because not liking anyone is boring. So let's call this boy Jensen. Okay so I started to like Jensen. We never really talk and only have 1 class together. So I was carrying a boy because  he had spiked himself in track. There was another girl helping. Jensen was sitting by one of the most popular boys in my grade. He told him "look there's 2 lesbians holding ___" one of my friends told me he said this. I obviously got super pissed. I didn't want to look at him or think about him. Does anyone else have a crush and fall really hard for them because you are making them into the person you want them to be. But in reality they aren't that person. Because fucking same.