scared for my own safety

Kayla
I suffer from depression and lately everything going on in my life from work, college, living on my own at 21, my relationship, family, etc it has become too much that my antidepressant meds aren't working anymore. I can't trust myself to have pills, knives, cold medicine, even my cross bow in my house for fear of what I might do. I emailed a psychiatrist to start talking to to help me but I never got a response back. So right now I feel like my best option for my own personal safely is to admit myself to whatever it is I admit myself to. I just don't know how or what to do. Does anyone have any advice on how I go about it? I would appreciate it.