wearing makeup or no?

emma • musician & mua
I've had severe depression the past few days and tomorrow I have to go back to school. I'm in highschool. I've literally never gone to school without makeup (since 6th grade) and I'm super insecure. I really don't feel like putting in the effort for makeup tomorrow but everyone at my school is insanely judgmental and asks too many questions. I'm torn because I don't feel like hearing comments and questions on me not wearing it but I'll probably cry tomorrow and mess it up if I do. I just don't want to but I'm so self conscious. Pictures are with vs without makeup. The no make up one is after I've been crying for about three hours.