Self Tanning??

I'm as white/pink and translucent at an Irish white girl can be and I hate it but I'm terrified of trying any self tanning, tanning lotions, etc. I can't be in direct sun long enough to get a tan because of a skin disorder. I don't know even where to begin for tanning stuff that won't leave me with a rash because my skin is so incredible sensitive.

HELP!! Any recommendations that you girls swear by for ghosts that won't turn me orange or muddy or too drastic would is super appreciated!!!