THE AUDACITY...

Of me thinking I could really get pregnant this month. Smfh. I'm so heartbroken. I started tracking with glow few months ago and honestly I regret it. I put myself through all this torture and stress of tracking symptoms and ovulation and other bs. Even ate pineapple core. I could've been worriying about other stuff. But nooo, I really thought I had a chance. Had symptoms or atleast I thought. Finally took a test two days before my period. BFN and right after I wipe AF appears. I'm cursed and I want to ball my eyes out. But I don't wanna spazz in front of my bf, don't wanna make him feel bad or anything. Me and my friend literally prayed moments before I tested and the sky is so beautiful right now it's sickening. Everything is all good except for my BFN. 😢😭