I do everything..

El
I just need to vent for a min........ In my relationship, I do everything. He doesn't have a car so I drive everywhere all the time. I mostly pay. I'm not trying to sound like it's ALL about money but I don't even have a job rn and he does and yet somehow I still end up having to do it if we want to see each other. It's ALWAYS up to me. I've asked for gas money he happily says okay but it never happens. Not in months... our entire relationship is held together by me or at least that how it feels at times. I just feel like I'm giving everything of me and I'm not getting what I deserve back. I wanna be taken care of I wanna be picked up for once. Or at least helped with my car. It's not fair. And it's really making me depressed and not want to try at all. We're both 23 and been together a year and a half and from the beginning he's promised to do all these things.. he has followed through on some but I am getting so burned out on this idk what to do cuz I love him so much 😔