Birth control might be affecting my sanity
Basically I feel like I'm going crazy and overthinking a lot of things. Part of me wants to blame it on birth control because I've been finding myself crying and moping around and over analyzing a lot of things. I guess I just needed a place to vent.
Having a newborn is rough, it changes everything that we knew in life. It has definitely affected my relationship with my husband. Granted we haven't been together very long, just two years, I feel disconnected from him in every single way. I have talked to him regarding giving me time and attention also on top of his busy school schedule so he's been trying and even if it's nothing grand, baby steps work for me as long as we are getting along. But, intimacy and communication is our main problem. Hard enough to be intimate with a baby and add on my never ending bleeding from birth control it just sucks it makes me feel so lonely. Although he isn't asking for sex because he's busy and caught up with school and understands that I'm bleeding, I know it's hard on him too. We argue constantly because I'm so emotional all the time and he ignores me when I'm talking to him and when he sees me crying he gets annoyed because I'm crying again over something stupid. I feel like my life with my husband is falling apart and it sucks.
The most silly part is how I get insecure when him and this female friend of his texts and he already doesn't like replying to her in front of me because he thinks I will make a big deal out of it even if the text just consist of school related topics. I even want to send a text to that girl and tell her to stop texting so much because when he's home it's family time. Do you think it's childish to do that?
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