So we've been ttc for 6 years. Have flirted with <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">fertility treatment</a> by that I mean we had blood tests and SA back in 2012. Every thing was normal for me and hubby had low counts. After that my mom passed unexpectedly, I had to take care of my dad before we moved him to assisted living last year so we took some time off. I was only 28 and figured I had time based on my tests. Fast forward to today. I had my day 3 tests and waiting for my hubby to get a new SA. Every thing was normal for me but my AMH has plummeted from 2.9 to .5 and honestly I was hoping to take a less aggressive approach for a little longer but now I feel we have to go all in if I ever want a child of my own. I'm devastated period. My OB is referring us to a RE next week because she doesn't think she can do anything for us so something I thought I could take my time with is now urgent and not as hopeful as before. My hubby is the best and is letting me make the decision on what to do. We've had 14 wonderful years of us and I feel selfish for wanting more of us time now that our family life has settled down. Part of wanting a child that I carry is the experience that I want so badly and I feel like it's slipping away quickly. So on to the next chapter hopefully my mama will send some good luck from the next life. Thanks for letting me ramble. Here's not just being a dog mama forever (even though my fur babies are everything to me I want to give them a human sibling)