So this is it... the end of the road 😔😭😭😭

There has been so much going on between us I won't bore you with details. But lack of trust, lack of respect, cheating and just pure stupidness has occurred and enough is enough. Thing is he broke it off with me. 

I've done everything above and beyond for him. I have put up with his shit for years and guess what. Like I fool I still love him unconditionally. I messed up in the beginning bt he's the type of person who gets revenge and hold grudges. We have a beautiful child together and she adores him which is making this even harder. We currently still live together but he said he's moving out. I feel like I can't live without him which I know sounds stupid. I've been faithful and shown him love. I know I can be hard work but I just can't deal with loosing him. I don't know why I'm even writing this think I'm just venting or something I don't know 😔 feel so broken and confused