Help.........

So I just wrote this to my ex.......Should I send it?

"You know, I actually cared about you. I thought you cared about me. Obviously I thought wrong. You were the best thing that has happened to me in this shitty year. I was in love with you. You didn't care. You didn't understand what you were doing to me. I don't trust words anymore. I don't trust actions anymore. You acted like you liked me. You said you liked me. You told me you loved me the same day you stopped talking to me. Then you gave me the shitty ass excuse of 'I was being unchristian like and needed to step away. But, I guess it doesn't matter if you are being that way when it came to Haley, does it?