Lately ive been sexually Frustrated....😰😒😵

My friend that i give my goodies to Been dealing with a lost of a love one..I understand ive checked up on him from time to time i havent gotten a reply but i sent him texts to tell him that i cared.😍💜

Ok this is The Frustrating part comes to play...

I like my sex partner Sex to the point i feel like it wouldn't be right to sleep with anyone else(ITS THE 💣💥)And i trust him with my body and vice versa.Some friends tell me im crazy to stick around to wait on him but the thing is

1.)I LIKE HIM😍😍😍

2.)HE HAS A1 🍆

3.)I TRUST HIM

all the right reasons to wait right??And just to sleep with someone else wouldnt be right.So to keep my mind off things i have a couple of toys to keep me entertain,And put pride at work until he comes around But that can only do so much i miss how he use to touch me,Hold me,please me i just cant go to anyone else😕.Sometimes i cant help but to think if he found another partner and just ✂ me off😢.He has reached out to me once,But i was asleep but i did reach out to him a couple of times since he contacted me but i got no reply😢😔😬

Am i crazy for waiting or am i being a loyal Sex Partner

But this got me going crazy