Morning sickness is making me not want my baby ! :'(

So, I experience the worst nausea not only in the morning but all day. It's been two weeks straight now feeling miserable.

I'm just being honest, and I know some of you are going to say I'm a horrible person and don't deserve a baby blah blah blah. But I can't help how I feel about this.

This nausea has made me not want the baby. Like I just want control of my body again. Everytime this thought has crossed my mind I've said to myself "don't say things like that, you love this baby" 3 years trying to conceive you would think I'd be ecstatic and happy every time I felt nauseous, because that's just a reminder that I finally have what I've wanted for so long.

But I wish I could just call quits, just tap out. I hate this and I hate everything about it.

I'm just wondering if what I'm feeling is at all normal, and when time passes and the nausea subsides if I'll be happy like I was when I first found out. And that I still want this baby.

Has anyone experienced this??