Well.... This is cycle 4 of TTC & im OVER IT!!

Every other month my tww goes slow, and i have "every" symptom under the sun, but this month im over it. AF is late, last Wednesday & thursday i had spotting & a BNF. spotting went away. Today i have really pink and creamy CM. I have 3 test, that i don't even want to take because I'm sure AF is coming. I havent been letting myself get to excited, or upset over it. Im just waiting for a sign. (Boobs arent sore, no sickness, AF is irregular so that doesn't make it easier.) Sorry for my rant, im just a little discouraged. This will be my first pregnancy, and hubbys 2nd child (8 years apart) should i give it another day before i test again. AF is 4 days late..?