You could have been a doctor, you could have been a lawyer. You could have been the answer to solving poverty or world peace. But I never gave you a chance. I just saw you as a curse, a burden, a mistake... When I found out that you where growing inside of me I got scared. Thoughts of how I was going to provide for you dawned. The same week I found out about you, your father was caught with another girl. And then it really hit me how was I going to bring you in this world knowing I'd be alone? Baby I'm alone and I'm already a burden and a huge responsibility to my parents imagine if you came too... I prayed to God to forgive me and now I'm praying that you'll forgive me too. It wasn't an easy journey, still isn't, but it had to be done. I didn't want you my precious to suffer. See when I imagined having a child, I wanted to be stable emotionally and financially too. I wanted you to have everything I never had. So how was I going to do all that while I was still studying and your dad busy chasing panties? I really am sorry for not giving you a chance because you could have been my source of happiness. I hope I'll get over what I've done and I hope I'll be able to forgive myself. I really am sorry my angel.