abstinence and hormones? lol

I am 20 years old, soon to be 21, and I've never had sex before. I don't wish to have sex any time soon as I don't agree with giving your body to just anybody just to fulfill the wants of your flesh. 🙃HOWEVER. The way these hormones set up , some days I feel like I'm going crazy and I feel desperate enough to pick a man off the corner and get it poppin!(exaggeration/sarcasm)😂 I do watch videos from time to time 👀but then I feel guilty abt watching them afterwards so I stop for long periods of time and end up feeling like I'm in heat. 😂 For all the women who have been in a situation like mine, how did you control your mind and hormonal "feelings"? Thank you! Lol xoxo❤️