Then four weeks later, I got into a relationship with a lovely man who I can finally be myself with and for nine months we were happy -- until I started loosing control of myself and my depressive levels got hogged because of school stress. We started communicating less and we get agitated with one another (mostly him at me) because of it. I tried to give him more of my time, but I barely have any as it is. What I give him is either too much (which annoys him) or not enough (which frustrates him) and my in between isn't enough.