Advice Help?

I really been feeling down lately I'll be 30 weeks Saturday & the father of my child doesn't care I went thru this whole pregnancy and process alone & all because I complain to him or him not being there when I need him I do to much he ignores me I haven't talked to him in a month going on 2 am I wrong my baby is due in July I don't even want this man at the hospital while I'm delivering because for the simple fact our son is a miracle baby & he doesn't cherish nor appreciate that I'm drained & I'm tierd of fighting I'm to the point to where I'm done with him & i just wanna have my son we don't talk he don't ask about how my appointments went or anything I can give birth any day & he wouldn't even know because when I try to reach out & be the adult he ignores me so am I wrong? If he tries to be involved last minute should I let him?I don't wanna be with him & I sure in the hell don't wanna be around him