It's been almost two months, my father went to get a double bypass, and he never "woke" up he's in some sort of vegetative state,...and now I'm lost. My older & younger brothers aren't capable of handling anything and it's all fallen on me. Talking to the doctors and the lawyers, taking care of insurance, bills, the house. I'm in over my head but there's no one else I can go to, my husband is trying so hard to be there for me. But I feel so alone, isolated, and I'm afraid I'm going to lose my mind, and my dad. My dad's only 47 , I'm only 25, I wasn't ready for this.

I keep hoping he'll wake up, but the doctors have be trying to get us to pull the plug for the last month. But he's not even brain dead they don't know why this is happening. I'm Angry, sad, overwhelmed. If it's wasn't for the fact that I have 3 kids I would just run away. Trying really hard to keep up with my life and handle all his affairs, but I just want my dad to come home.

I just wanted to get this off my chest. I feel like breaking under the pressure, and I had to let someone know