I'm so frustrated and scared. AF is on her way and I just want to give up. I've tried everything. From bbt and opks to trying not to track at all. I can't help but think about it. I got cramps and ewcm and knew I was ovulating. Don't know what dpo I am but I know I'm on cycle day 26 of 27 so all I have to do is math.

I want this so bad and the fact that it hasn't happened yet scares me. I've come up with all sorts of reasons why I'm not getting pregnant and we've only been actively trying since Feb.

How do you NOT symptom spot now that you've educated yourself about everything TTC? Every time someone asks, "when are babies?!" It crushes me because it love to have them now.

I'm just so broken and know that in a few days I'll hit my wall of depression. I'm so lost.