Feeling Useless...
I really have no one to talk to about how I'm feeling...I don't feel I can with my s.o. Everything's changed since I had our son...and I don't hold anything against my son obviously but I can't help but notice how different my s.o treats me.
He doesn't treat me bad..he just doesn't show any affection..doesn't seem to want to talk to me as much. Also I feel like a bad mom, I still have a hard time putting my lo to sleep or just calming him down. Whenever he's crying and I'm patting his back ect..& he won't stop, my s.o looks at me like I can't do anything..he comes,takes the baby and says nothing to me. Maybe he totally views me differently now..and as for intimacy ( haven't reached 6week mark) there is none of any kind...or he doesn't try at all...not even just a kiss. I don't know it's just pretty upsetting to me..its like he's lost all interest in me.
I do know it's not all about me anymore..but I don't think it's wrong to feel this way. Maybe it's still all these hormones making me all emotional .