Not the mother's day i had hoped for.

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After my miscarriage in march and my period not really deciding if it wanted to show back up or not i took a pregnancy test yesterday and got a faint positive which my SO was was excited and happy to see it. and then today i started spotting pink and then i started to bleed when i used the bathroom. It's not filling my pad at all. No cramps. So i'm assuming it's a chemical pregnancy starting 😢 i did not expect this to happen today. i have to tell my SO when he gets home and i don't know how to tell him i'm losing his second baby and can't seem to give him his children alive. 😭