Lonliness

Is it just me or does anyone else have no friends

I mean none at all, no one reaches out to me or txts me to check up on me or even say hi

The only person I talk to everyday is my boyfriend...

And when he is doing something and doesnt txt me it makes me feel lonely...

I have a large family but I'm not close to most of them anyway, I'm only close to my little sister who's 18

She doesnt act with the same trust I have for her, I feel left out...I feel like I'm the ugliest out of 5 sisters and also on the fat side... 2of my sisters have had kids so they have a reason to have a little fat but me? I'm just a pig I guess

I was noticing all tbese notifications on my little sisters phone on snapchat since I sent her some pivs and she didnt open them yet and I'm like Damn... People usually leave me on read and dont continue conversations with me

I guess I'm just a boring person on top of everything

I dont go out a lot, actually close to not at all

Maybe friendships are overrated anyway ...