TTC rant

My partner and I have been TTC for over 2 years now. I have pcos so it isn't easy. My whole life I've had a dream of having two kids. I've always wanted it. But ive also had a gut feeling it wasn't guna be easy.

I didn't realize it would take so long to happen. Every month I get so worked up with emotions and then when aunt flo shows up, I just go numb, cry and lock myself away.

I've just been put on anti depressants last week.

All I want is a child. Why is this so damn hard!!! 😭