Mother's Day is hard
When you don't have a mom you want to celebrate. When the supposed good woman she is now was entirely opposite, absent, neglective, abusive. That you feel conflicted because you do have some great menories from her, but for the most part your memories are horrifying.
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It's hard when you had a miscarriage no one knows about. No one knows you had a loss of motherhood, just in the moments that you accepted and were happy to be a mom.
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Mother's Day is hard when you have a condition and are going through low dose chemo. That you can't conceive at all during your treatment, which could last years or forever. That even if you get off it, it could make you infertile.
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That you feel like shit because you were planning on adopting and fostering anyway. But you feel your sadness at the loss of the possibility of biological children makes you a monster who wouldn't love your nonbiological children as much as the biological ones.
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Sorry to get anyone down, I just felt the need to express it.
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