I'm probably one of many; just a little speck on your radar. Bet you barely remember my screams as you did the unthinkable. I was young, naïve and only fourteen. I barely knew what you were doing. All I knew is that it hurt and I wanted you to stop. I begged, pleaded even. I thought I was going to die. 

And then you finished and you left. You left me alone sobbing on a bathroom floor in a campground. A place I thought I was safe. I learned later what you did to me. You raped me. At three in the morning when all I had to do was go pee. You wrecked a young girls life and she didn't even see your face. For all I know you could've been the guy that lent us a can opener on the beach the next day.

Your secrets safe with me don't worry. Because I couldn't catch you. But I thought you'd ought to know I got pregnant with your baby. But later lost it. So not only did you rape me, impregnate me, I thought maybe something good was coming from it. And I lost it. I can't go to court because I have no proof of you. Or that I was even ever raped. I burned those clothes and showered off the rest of my innocence. And I put on a smile and let no one know how hurt I was. My thighs my legs were bruised and battered but I was wearing pants so it didn't matter.

What's so fun and exciting to hold a girl captive, as she screams and struggles against your hold as you take each drop of her life with every god damn thrust. You make it so she's so broken that she can barely function and now her boyfriend has to fix the aftermath.

Are you even human? 

⚠️sorry I forgot the trigger warning before guys...