I broke up with my boyfriend I think on Friday. He's the longest relationship I've ever had. It would have been 6 months this week. But, unfortunately I couldn't take being in a long distance with him anymore primarily because he said he needs breaks in between our conversations. We barely talk as it is because of school and work. Anyway, I loved him dearly. I've loved before but not like this. When I tell y'all I was ready to marry him and have his kids. I was so ready to start a future with him. But ..I couldn't take what he said like it really cut deep so I broke it off and I don't know what to do with myself. I'm trying to hard not to break down and lose my shit but it's really hard. Usually I try to rebound but all I want is him. Initially we agreed to try again when we're able to see each other more often but earlier today he said he needs to get away from me (not in a bad way, it was emotionally tearing for the both of us cause we continues to talk) What should I do?