Why are guys so much like children?! I know I'm bisexual and all, but Damn. I sometimes wish i was single again just to not deal with his constant issues. But, I am a very impatient and I know I have to work on that if i ever wanna make myself happy...

My expectations are set high, after my last relationship that ended once I finally left him in a Wal-Mart and took the next flight I could back home. (An abusive relationship that I was literally stuck in)

Plus, for my son, I want him to look up to my man since his bio-dad isnt allowed to see him yet.

I know one thing. I'm keeping my expectations right where they are. I just have to expect more bumps in the road than usual because of my stubbornness.

Am I right for thinking This?

Or should i back up and re evaluate myself?

My boyfriend is an amazing father, and lover. The flowers he secretly puts on my car every now n then and the love letters we still make for eachother... I just don't know if this is right for me.

I wish I had a Crystal ball to see what I need to do haha!! P.s/ I'm at the angry stage of the period blues. So bare with me.