I am so frustrated and dont really have anyone who understands me. My husband and i have been together 8 years and have been ttc for 4. We have never used protection or any type of birth control. I want a baby so bad and i feel my biological clock is ticking. I am 11 days late on my period so out of hope and excitement i took a test just to see that big fat negitive. I cant help but get my hopes up and then get let down so hard. My husband isnt the comforting type and isnt really there for me. I just feel lost and alone and figured why not see if someone has some encouraging words for me.