The dang HPT!!!

jojo
TTC is tough....so tomorrow I'll be 18 days late and I'm talking a HPT when I wake up!! But I can not sleep knowing my life could change. How do you calm yourself and sleep the night before you take a HPT? I'm like way head over hills about it I'm 90% sure I'm pregnant!! I spotted for 4 days, pee all the time back problems, nose smells everything! Boobs are bugged and heavier the biggest sign is be blue veins on my boobs!! it looks like a road map to my nipple lol. So I pretty much know I'm pregnant. The test just gets me Stressed 😩