The feeling of hurt and pain that I went thru a year ago replayed itself tonight; the same feelings and memories of my heart being broke literally feeling like somebody snatched it out my chest and uncontrollable tears rolling down my face re-happened for the second time in my life. I swear it was just like the night at 2 am I drove down old county line road not understanding any of it or why me except this time it was Highway 61 south. The SAME FEELINGS from a year ago and it just seems surreal...never thought I'll be back to that point. Men will never understand the mental and physical damage that they do to a woman and her heart!