I was raped over the summer by my cousins bf and his friend. I never told her or anyone, she went to a different school than me. Things at school got really bad for me because of them, the video they took got out and she saw it. She was furious with me that I didn't tell her, a month went by and things got even worse finally she told my parents. I didn't want to tell my parents bec my mom left out of state that night and my dad was so drunk he passed out in our yard, I knew they would blame themselves. The guys came into my camper while I was changing and pushed me down on the bed tham tafged the other one in. I never pressed charges bec I didn't want to ruin there life for one bad decision they made in high school. The worst part is my body count is up to 5 not counting them because they took my virginity and it took everything in me to try to forget even if it meant meaningless sex to create a new memory. When I was a baby I was sold to strangers by my mom and stepdad, it just brings back horrible memories and I don't think I will ever forget it.