Hi ladies. Just recently I looked death in the face. No I wasn't in an accident, I wanted to take my own life. I had been diagnosed with depression and anxiety when I was 17. But the meds only worked sometimes and when I was feeling great I'd stop taking them. It turns out I was misdiagnosed. I'm actually Major Depressive bipolar, with ptsd and high stress anxiety. My disorders have made it hard to go to work. Really hard. I was fine all week. No sickness, no migraines, no panic attacks, no anxiety I couldn't control. But today, today was supposed to be my first day back at work. I woke up with a massive migraine and I was ready to vomit. I couldn't leave my house to go. Has anyone experienced this? What are some ways you force yourself out the door?