Is It Just Me Or??

Is it just me or do you find yourself get depressed at the fact that you're horny all the time and feel disgusted with yourself? I've been in a relationship with this boy for 2 years and I know he's the love of my life..

But I feel bad for him because he doesn't have a high of a sex drive as me... I'm always afraid that I'm going to come off as a person who's only in it for sex.. which of course isn't true. I love him with all of my heart. I communicate with him a lot on that but I'm still terrified.

Not only that, but I often have this internal goal that I MUST have sex or some form during the time we hang out and I HATE myself for it!! I don't want to feel the need to have sex all of the time!! (Could also contribute to the fact that I'm 17 but Jesus). Don't tell me I'm the only one.