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I don't know if I should even be posting this here but I can't put it on Facebook or anything & I just need to get it out. Last night/this morning around 4 am I had just put my daughter back to sleep, I went outside to smoke a cigarette & I saw my friend screaming for me to come help him. I didn't ask questions I just followed. When I got to his room I saw something I never thought I'd ever see in my life. I have only met her maybe once or twice & didn't know much about her. Didn't even know her name. There I was starting at her fully naked dead body.. I rushed in taking the phone from my friend before he couldn't even speak when he called 911 I immediately checked her pulse on her neck & wrist & nothing. There was nothing. I began CPR the best I could, following the EMT's instructions over the phone. She had taken a bath & fell asleep on the bed, she was laying on her back & she puked & choked on it. I didn't care I kept doing cpr the best I could, the EMT finally told me to start chest compressions so I did. That was the longest 30 minutes of my life. My arms felt like they were going to fall off but I didn't stop. Finally the police, fire dep., & EMT's got there & took over. She was already to far gone, I couldn't save her. It hurts me so bad.. I learned that she had just gotten custody of her 5 year old daughter & was going to pick her up today, my friend had been dating her & just got her out of a bad relationship, he cared about her so much. My husband saw before me I learned. None of them knowing what was going on or what to do. My husband had grown up with her & had to see what nobody should ever see. My heart goes out to her family. I'm so traumatized from it. All 3 of us are. I will never be the same again. None of us will. I'm sorry if this story scared you I just had to get it out.