Post partum depression

Veronica • George Alek Jr 4/08/17💙 Layla Jae 8/16/2018💜 Currently pregnant due in November
I think I might have i lash out at my husband for no reason,hate looking at myself in the mirror even though I look almost the same before I got pregnant,when baby spits up or cries I feel like crying too...i feel like such a failure at a mom and a wife right now even though I'm just trying and doing my best. Baby has everything,always gets changed and fed but I don't feel like myself anymore. I lost my dad in 2013 and I feel like the same emotions I had back then are hitting me again...im going to tell my new doctor on Tuesday,I just hope she's understanding and actually listens to me..