If anyone has been on during my 2 other posts leading up to this.. ugh.. I'm sorry you've had to read about my life..

I took advice and finally told my fiance how the way he's been treating me (never wanting to go out on dates with me..never showing me affection) has been making me feel depressed lately.. & it was awful.. he screamed at me..he turned it all around on me and said he doesn't show me affection because I do this or I do that..then he told me I need to go back to my mom's for a while.. and said while I'm there she needs to get me a doctor appointment for my depression.

I am just in complete shock he reacted this way.. he made me feel even more unloved than I already did.. I mean depression runs in his family.. you would think he would of been compassionate about it after seeing his mom go through it.

I'm only a week into feeling these awful depression feelings.. I honestly thought he could help me through them..but I guess he would rather send me away.

My life feels like it's over. I'm supposed to marry this man in 2 months.. how can I even do that now after this..

Can I just run away please..