how did/are you ladies coping?

I literally am 2 seconds from crying because everything hurts and aches but I'm having no signs of contractions. I just want this roller coaster to end already and start being a new mom again. My body hurts so bad at 38.6 weeks. I get on here and everyone's in hospital or waiting to go to hospital and I'm still sitting here with nothing. Lol. I can not take much more. I want to curl in a hole and not come out until it's time to go have this baby. 😩😩