A few years back I got kicked out of my house in the middle of the day. I was wandering around for a few hours until maybe 11pm. I was starting to get nervous outside alone so I texted all my friends with a car. They ended up not being able to help. So, I texted my friends boyfriend to give me a ride back home. After he picked me up and I told him the situation, he said I should just stay at his house so I didn't have to go home. Anyway, he had known I had just lost my virginity to my boyfriend at the time because he was hanging out with me and my other friends. He set me up in his room and turned on a show. I ended up kissing him and he kissed me back. But then it went to far and he started fingering me. I started crying and asked to stop. He did but then after maybe 2 minutes (I was pretending to sleep) he started fingering me again and then made me get on top. I was crying again and said that I loved my boyfriend. He let me get off but the started fingering me again and then got on top of me. He didn't finish because I kept crying and then we just went to sleep. I'm just wondering if this is rape or just a bad experience because I only asked to stop once. But I did cry a few times. I don't know. I never considered it rape because I kissed him first. Some parts of it are blurry. I don't know. Maybe it just was a bad sexual experience.