For the past week I've felt pregnant. Headaches, nauseous, smelling weird things, etc. Kept taking tests, hoping to see a faint line but nothing. Then yesterday afternoon I started spotting brown and I got so excited because I was 12 DPO and that's the last possible day for implementation (on average). Then this morning full blown AF 😞. 2 days early. Why does it make me so sad? I don't want it to feel this bad every time it doesn't happen. This should be a happy time, all the trying. It should be fun. But I just get sad, like I failed. My husband wants so badly to have a baby and I don't want to let him down.