6 days late and I'm so afraid to take a pregnancy test

Is anyone experiencing the same feeling as me or ever happened to feel it? I'm so afraid to take that pregnancy test😂😢 I'm 6 days late, i have sore breasts, so bloated and I pee frequently. This is my 4 month trying and it is the first time that I didn't buy pregnancy tests earlier. I think that I'm afraid to test because I don't wanna see the big fat no!! Also, this month I couldn't think about getting pregnant because me and my husband moved to a new house so we were pretty busy thinking about it... but well maybe I would test tomorrow🙏🏻 this is so frustrating hahaha