Not sure how to feel

I think I'm pregnant. My husband and I had sex on his birthday which happened to be my ovulation day. Now my period was supposed to have started yesterday. I tested last Wednesday at the health department and it was negative. But my boobs have been sore, I've had pains in my lower abdomen, peeing more, nausea and dizziness. I've had seven other pregnancies and they were all miscarriages. I'm afraid to test. I'm afraid to hope again. This will be my husband and my third pregnancy together. I just want so much to give him a baby because he and I both all we want is a family. What should I do?