So for months now my bf and I had a deal. I could try to get pregnant and do testing and all that but he didn't want to know anything about it. He said if it happens, it happens he just didn't want to do any of that. Well tonight he changed his mind. He said he would try for a baby. He's just scared I'd get sick again and almost die like I did with our baby last year(she ended up dying at 14 weeks). We are going to look for doctors that specialize in high risk pregnancies since I'm told I HAVE to get another c-section (and the fact I get sick until I'm about 22 weeks along).. I have no idea why he changed his mind but he is ready to try.. Now am I crazy for being a little suspicious? I swear he basically did a 180..