Maybe just maybe

So I might be pregnant but I don't want to get my hopes up cause we did a few times and it was a no go... We have been trying but if we are not this time we are going to stop.. But is it bad that I am really hopping.. I am having signs but I feel like it's in my head... I don't know what to do.. Someone please tell me what I can do.. I have one child already but I was young and she is almost six