I'm 19, never had a real relationship and still a virgin. I feel like no guy will ever want to date me and I am the only one out of my friend group that hasn't had sex yet. But I'm also in the boat where if I were to be in a committed relationship, i'm too ashamed of my body to have sex or let a man see me naked. I've dated 2 guys but neither of them lasted. I've tried losing weight to try and be more confident but I just couldn't make myself happy with myself. Im not happy with the way I look, and I'm afraid that I won't find love.