Joining

So my boyfriend is currently away at Marine boot camp and before he left I was considering joining myself (not for him but for me to better and further myself.) Well his camp is almost over and I finally said yes, my medical files are being sent up to the doctors in boise, and then I'll have my physical and go from there... I'm extremely nervous and excited. I haven't really told my family yet which is why I'm posting this here... I don't want to tell any family members because if it fails through I'm going to be a little heart broken.. Well, hopefully the boise doctors say I'm all fit and ready to join! Hopefully a new chapter in my life, a better, harder working chapter of my life.