My husband and I have a very non-traditional arrangement: he stays home with baby and I work two jobs to support us financially. That being said, I'm away from the house and baby WAY more than baby.

Baby has been distinguishing strangers for the last few weeks. But just this week, he's been starting to display a preference for my husband. Tonight, he wailed and wept when I got home and my husband gave him to me so I could put him to bed. The only thing that could get him to calm down was my husband holding him.

I'm so hurt. I'm so sad. I have so many other emotions swirling around in my head and heart.

I also feel so alone because we are the only family we know that has an arrangement like ours. I don't feel like I can reach out to my mama friends because I feel like none of them can understand. And, I feel like if I was a good mom like them, I would be in their position on not this one.

Just have to let this go here. I'm having a hard time talking to my husband about this too.