traumatized of getting pregnant

so im a labor and delivery nurse. im 24 years old. never been pregnant. I been working here for a year now and i must say i will Never be pregnant , i have no problem looking at these pregnant ladies and helping them, giving them shots, assisting them and checking cervixs. but it's not for me and i won't ever handle it. People say well if you work in the hospital for awhile and you get used to it, you won't be terrified with any of it but  um actually it made me think twice about getting pregnant. so i'll just adopt . lol 🙏