I found out I was pregnant on the 19th the things is it's not by my boyfriend just by  a guy friend of mine. I want to have serval kids just not now. I already have one she's only 8 months and I'm not ready for another especially not by my a guy friend of mine and not my boyfriend.. I've been thinking about an abortion but it's already hurting me. I loved being pregnant loved every second of it last time .. idk if I can go through with it. But the guy already has a bunch of kids and he's an asshole etc I'm not financially ready for a second child and this was definitely a mistake condom broke etc. I would've bought a plan b pill but I only had 20 dollars to my name at the time smh idk what to do. I can't imagine an abortion but I can't imagine keeping this child either 😩😩